KelseyFearless;-*

so matt toka direct messaged me on twitter telling me he missed me too. it’s definitely love.

this is so baddd , but Matt toka & I . done by meee c: 

The background says, “I love you, will you be my heroine?” for anyone who can’t read it.

The other night I had a dream about Matt Toka, and in it we kissed at warpedd, and he also sang me Courtney but changed it to “Kelsey.” And I woke up feeling REALLLLY guilty thinking that it really happened while I was still dating my boyfriend. Lolol. It was awkward. Then I realized it was a dream :C Which made me relieved but sad, cause who wouldn’t wanna get actual kisses instead of cute ass forehead kisses from Matt!?!? Anyways. Awkward. Okay. Bye.

I’m going through this whole matt toka obsession thing, and it’s fucking weird. But he’s sexy, has green hair, makes perfect music, and makes me smile. what is he missing? UH NOTHING. Duhh. Shit’s getting weird, okaaaay bye

Matt Toka told me he’d marry me once. OOoooh yeaaah :* 

Matt Toka. My hero, my love, my favorite. April 29th 2012. The day I first met him. And let me tell you, he definitely changed my life. Inspiration. 

This man right here means more to.me than the entire world. He inspires me because he has so much passion for his music and he still has fun while hes creating it. Both times I have met him he has always been so down to earth and loving. He made yesterday perfect. I’m really looking forward to our next super sweaty but.perfect Matt toka hug hopefully in the near future. Hes one musician I’m always sad to leave but I always know its only a see you later. I will love and.support him as long as we keep breathing.

Yesterday was pretty good. Matt toka was the first set we got to see. As soon as he saw me he called me.out and came over and hugged me and kissed my forehead then made me sing ode to my family with him a little. Which is one of my favorite songs of his because I can relate in a way but yet differently. Then we talked a little and I got a few of my favorite but sweaty Matt toka hugs. He probably doesn’t know it but he was what made my day as perfect as can be. I love him! It was so good to see him again. I missed his green hair. Then we chilled with stella at the skad tent, check it if you dont know what it is. It saved my life. Then watched new found glory. Then we were going to go to matt’s acoustic set, t mills, and the all time low signing and taking back sunday acoustic but we had to sit in medical so I’m hella bummed about that. Then we did nothing until seven. Watched all time low and left. Oh and I got a hug from jack cause you can’t deny your babysister :) I’m tired as hell. This hotel is sketchy. I just want to go home or be at warped tour again.

Finally finishedd! Gunna give it to him tomorrow (: Hopefully he likes it!

Tomorrow is warped tour and i am so excited. I can notttt wait to see All time low and Matt Toka. <3 Also, rest in peace to the beautiful Hustler that passed away at yesterday’s warped tour, you’re now six feet under the stars bbygirl, rest easy, the ATL fam loves you.