Zack is finally following me on twitter. Yayyyyyyy!
All I want for my birthday Wednesday is to see All Time Low and meet Zack Merrick. I seriously went to buy meet and greet tickets a week after they came out because that’s when I got money and it was sold out. I AM SO BUMMED. Why did they have to be all sold out ? :((
All i need in my life is
Probz passing out soon. Goodnight my precious babies :*
Because Jack’s my brother, and that’s Zack’s way of getting Jack’s approval to be in love with me. OKAYYYYY ;)
Venting~
First off, I went to the doctors today. Which some good and some bad came out of it. I have a nasty ear infection going on for over a month. I have to go to a specialist. But I’m not complaining too much because that means I don’t have to play gym for a while because of how sick it’s making me. But missing that much school is REALLY stressing me out, omfg. But on the plus side, I lost five pounds. Which is sooooo good. Probably because I haven’t been really eating, but whatever. I just hope I lose a lot more. I am so sick of being fat. It really just needs to go away. I weigh more than my older brother. It’s pathetic…
Next, I’m making a pumpkin for Zack Merrick’s Amerrickan contest. I had the PERFECT idea, I just hadn’t bought my pumpkin to do it yet. & Whatta ya know! Some girl did my EXACT idea. AND it’s his FAVORITE…so far. But now, I feel like I can’t compete. I love Zack Merrick more than life itself and if I don’twin this contest I’m going to be sosososo upset. ): Especially since I got too sick when I saw All Time Low on the 13th to stay longer and meet them. UGHHH. I need to get an awesome idea or else I’m so screwed.
Another thing, I have next to no filter currently. I am so terrified I’m going to say something that is going to mess up something in my life. Omfg. I’m sick of being sick, it makes me such a bitch.
ALSO, I’m having a reallllllly hard time telling my boyfriend my feelings lately. Which is stupid, because he tells me his. UGH I suck. Life sucks. This sucks. But in all reality, I’m in a good mood, I have the best boyfriend, I just wish I wasn’t a shitty girlfriend. He deserves the best and as of right now that’s not what I’ve been giving him. Shit. No one is even going to read this. But I definitely needed to vent. I’m going right now.. Ugh.
Love you babies. xo
i don’t think i’ve ever posted about this but i just thought about it and it made me laugh. idk okay so one day i was talking to my mom about all time low and my boyfriend said something, and i thought he jokingly called them all time blow. so i asked him if he did and he goes NO KELSEY OMG GET YOUR MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER. so then i was all awkward and was like BUT SOMETIMES PEOPLE IN THE FANDOM CALL THEM THAT OMG and it was just funny, idk we’re lame, but it was funny.
So, I get to see my brother/All time low and one of my best friends that live in another state in the course of a month for my birthday. One of the shows which that are in Boston. I am so frickin excited.
Yesterday was pretty good. Matt toka was the first set we got to see. As soon as he saw me he called me.out and came over and hugged me and kissed my forehead then made me sing ode to my family with him a little. Which is one of my favorite songs of his because I can relate in a way but yet differently. Then we talked a little and I got a few of my favorite but sweaty Matt toka hugs. He probably doesn’t know it but he was what made my day as perfect as can be. I love him! It was so good to see him again. I missed his green hair. Then we chilled with stella at the skad tent, check it if you dont know what it is. It saved my life. Then watched new found glory. Then we were going to go to matt’s acoustic set, t mills, and the all time low signing and taking back sunday acoustic but we had to sit in medical so I’m hella bummed about that. Then we did nothing until seven. Watched all time low and left. Oh and I got a hug from jack cause you can’t deny your babysister :) I’m tired as hell. This hotel is sketchy. I just want to go home or be at warped tour again.
Tomorrow is warped tour and i am so excited. I can notttt wait to see All time low and Matt Toka. <3 Also, rest in peace to the beautiful Hustler that passed away at yesterday’s warped tour, you’re now six feet under the stars bbygirl, rest easy, the ATL fam loves you.
